The Paramour Sessions
Listen up!
Turn it up & rock it out!
Party on!
I wanna hear you scream & shout!
This is real, as real as it gets
I came to get down, to get some fucking respect!
Taking it back to a hardcore level
You better be ready, put your pedal to the metal
Go!
Whoa-O, I Never Give In
Whoa-O, I Never Give Up
Whoa-O, I Never Give In
I just want be-, want be loved
I want domination
I want your submission
I see you're not resisting, to this temptation
I've got one confession, a love depravation
I've got a jet-black heart, it's all fucked up and it's falling
apart
I've got another confession
I fell to temptation
And there is no question, There was some connection
Gotta follow my heart no matter how far
I gotta roll the dice, never look back & never think twice
Take the past, burn it up and let it go
Carry on, I'm stronger than you'll ever know
Thats the deal, you get no respect
You're gonna get yours, you better watch your fucking neck
Alive ('N out of control)
For crying out loud
i'm running from a comedown
god forbid i know i've been a letdown
reaching for the sky while laying in a gutter
kicking and screaming i am singing bloody murder
I'm Alive when i'm vulnerable
i'm out of control i'm losing my soul
I can't be your angel
when i'm living like a devil
Can't be your lover
when i'm living like a rebel
dont want your pity &
dont want your help
dont try & save me
go take care of yourself
I'm alive
Sick of the pain
i'm sick of the sorrow
sick of today
i'm sick of tomorrow
i'm addicted to
the misery in my head
i better stop before i end up dead
so i climb to the top
just to fall to the bottom
and i climb up to the top
just to fall to the bottom
I refuse to be your victim
I refuse to be your slave
I keep on burning my bridges
i keep on fucking up everything
running from desperation
god knows where ive been
i don't know where i'm headed
but i'm
going to fast i think i'm going to crash
i'm going to crash
im going to crash
to crash
It is time for annihilation
It's time to be a criminal
No time for hesistation
Time to be an animal
Looking at my reflection
i don't like what i see
so i ask myself a question
do i got what i want
and do i got what i need
im not affraid of the future
of spinning right out of control
i don't know where i'm headed
but im going to fast i think im going to crash
I refuse to be a victim
i don't want to fall again
i know where im headed
god knows where i've been...
Somebody falls in love
somebody breaks a heart
we never fell in love
we only fell apart
i'm getting lonely
i need somebody to hold me
i thought i'd never miss her
she cut me out of her pictures
take a look at the world around you
can you see the desperation?
take a look at the world around you
can you see the life your living
somebody tells the truth
somebody lives a lie
i can see right through
the story is in your eyes
i know what they're saying
There is no need for explaining
there will be nothing better
than when i burn all your letters
we never fell in love
we only fell apart
we only fell apart
so we pick up the pieces
and put 'em together
we said this was gonna last forever
we never fell in love
we only fell apart
somebody falls in love
somebody breaks a heart
we never fell in love
we only fell apart
In the brightest hour
Of my darkest day
I realized
What is wrong with me
Can't get over you
Can't get through to you
It's been a helter-skelter romance from the start
take these memories
that are haunting me
of a paper man cut into shreds
by his own pair of scissors
he'll never forgive her...
he'll never forgive her...
Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever
Sitting by the fire on a lonely night
Hanging over from another good time
With another girl... little dirty girl
You should listen to this story of a life
You're my heroin-
In this moment I'm lonely
fullfilling my darkest dreams
All these drugs, all these women
I'm never forgiving...
this broken heart of mine
One last kiss
Before I go
Dry your tears
It is time to let you go
One last kiss.
I can't control everything
and i can't forget just what i've seen
these memories take me away
to a better place than i am today
I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life i'm losing
Its time to say hello goodbye [hello goodbye]
to fade away fade away alone [motherfuck it, goodbye!]
i just want you to take, take me back home
to a better place that i've never known, that i've never known
I can't take control everything [death is the only way out!]
and i can't forget just what i've seen [death is the only way out!]
these memories take me away
to a better place than i am today
than i am today
...This life i'm losing [This life i'm losing]
I devise my... Own demise
Whoa-O,
Whoa-O
Yeah, yeah
You say im looking really bad
you say im looking really sick
and I don't even care
i never really did
so when push comes to shove
& i slap you in the face
just remember one thing...
When it's time to fill the void
my whole life has been destroyed
and everyone around me says
my time is running out
I refuse to surrender,
I refuse to surrender
So when i'm out of control
and i'm out of my mind
just remember one thing-
i think i'm just fine
so catch me when i fall,
i wont remember anything at all
So catch me when i fall
Ive got a one-way ticket on a hell-bound train
with nothing to lose & nothing to gain
nobody ever taught me how to live
im feeling like i'm lost- like i'll never be found
i'm twisted & i'm turned around
nobody ever taught me how to love
i'm hurting everybody i'm hurting myself
i'm desperate
So what do you do when it all comes down on you?
Do you run & hide or face the truth?
If you were to tell that i'd die today
this is what i'd have to say
i never really had the time to live
and if you were to give me just another chance
another life, another dance
all i really want to do is love
i'm hurting everybody, i'm hurting myself
i'm desperate
When all is said & done
you could be the one
with open arms & open eyes
your jumping off the edge
& hoping you can fly
accept ur fate for it is
Into the great unknow
... got a one-way ticket on a hell-bound train
with nothing to lose &
nothing to gain
I surrender i know i've been a pretender
You can have this guilt this misery i wear so well
I wave my flag, i sound the alarm
somebody stop me before i do any harm
I surrender, i know i've been a pretender
i'm living a dead life im staring into the headlights
of a getaway car that'll take me out of my mind tonight
crash & burn s.o.s. somebody help me get out of this mess
of a dead life im burning under the spotlight
My heart is a fist
Drenched in blood
My Soul will fight again
Take a look at these hollow eyes-
one last look before i say goodbye
To this candle-lit nightmare i feel i can never escape
so watch me fall from grace-
watch me carve my hate
In the heart of a lover i feel i never escape my fate
I see you on your cloud looking down
im on my knees today
but you don't notice me, you don't notice me
Im screaming while i pray
while i pray
you dont notice me
im sick of you...
i am done with you...
No More Secrets
I live the days of war
I live the nights of love
I suffer to survive
Gotta gotta gotta stay alive
I hear the battle cries
Their fists are in the sky
I know what i'm fighting for...
No more Secrets no more lies
see right through your alibis
take a look into my eyes
No more Secrets no more lies
This is a call to arms
it's time to go to war
Its time to rant & rave
Gotta gotta gotta make a change
Down on the devil street
is where everybody meets
i know what im fighting for...
What goes around comes around baby
you'll get yours one day that's right!
Please forgive me
while i turn out the lights
watch this haunted day
turn into a wasted night
so cut me off- throw me out
'cause im reckless,
im a reckless goddamn son of a bitch!
Im reckless so reckless
God save me from this madness
I'm walking on broken glass
from the wreckage of my past
i'm locked up in a cage
'cause im a prisioner of my ways
cut me off- thrown me out
'cause im reckless,
im a reckless goddamn son of a bitch!
Thank god i've got a woman
with my name across her heart
loving me ain't easy
loving me is hard
I'm sorry about the madness
but
that's the way its gotta be
'cause it takes a crazy woman
to love a reckless man like me
Die a little everyday
Break the silence when you say
You don't love me anymore
In my face you slam the door
Making up making out
falling in & falling out
When you kiss me like a stranger
that is when we are in danger
Fly around the fire
In & out of desire
I gotta love you, i gotta have you
Don't want to let you down again
When I kiss you like a lover
That is when we discover
We are burning in the fire
This love will never tire
When I tell you that I need you
Please believe that I won't leave you
You're a diamond I'm a heart
Living in this house of cards
I gotta love you, I gotta have you
Don't want to let you down again
It feels like im looking at life
Through a telescope because I'm so high
The Ground never seemed so far away
The truth shall be told one day
I'll be under ground one day
I've got a woman
That'll put roses on my grave
roses on my grave
Feels like i'm looking at life
through a telescope because i'm so high
And ground never seemed so far away
Truth shall be told one day
I'll be under ground one day
Roses On My Grave
Don't forget me
Please forgive me
It's my redemption
Time for redemption
I'll see you on the otherside
i'm feeling on top of the world
i'm feeling like i can't do wrong
i'm thinking everything is fine
i'm caught up in the smokin mirros
People that you think are your friends
might be the people that want to drag you down
you've got to look out for yourself tonight
don't get lost in the smokin' mirrors
lie after lie, time after time
it's the same old sad story
he's lost- he's out of his fucking mind
it's the same old sad story
he's lost...
I'm trippin'
I'm over the edge
i'm falling and i got no wings
i'm praying, i'm making through tonight
i'm caught up in the smokin' mirrors
living in a prison's cell i'm strung out in downtown hell
i'm looking for myself tonight
i got lost in the smoken mirrors
this is an S.O.S.
it's the same old sad story
he's lost- he's out of his fucking mind
it's the same old sad story
he's lost- he's out of his fucking mind
Out of his mind, doing the time
Walking the line, doing the time
this is an S.O.S.
The Addict
Come on!
I'm a junky for the quick fix
Addicted to the fast life tonight
Control me, consult me
I wanna get lost in the pleasures of my flesh
Like a sick boy tonight
Control me, consult me
Will I make it through this treacherous situation?
Am i living my life surrounded by temptation?
I'm addicted
I'm giving into you
I'm addicted
I need another hit of you
Come on!
I've got a pocket full of pills and i'm looking for a cheap thrill
tonight
Control me, consult me
I've got a disaster on my hands cuz i'm living like a criminal
tonight
Control me, consult me
Will I make it through this treacherous situation?
Am i living my life surrounded by temptation?
I'm addicted
I'm giving into you
I'm addicted
I need another hit of you
I'm giving into you
Giving into you
I keep giving into you
Giving into you